I Am Not My Mistake

The illusion of comfort in denial or sacrifice is no longer mine. There is no shame in my suffering -- no healing in silent self-torment. It is here at the surreal crossroads of the soul search where dawning truth meets the anguish of overwhelming resistance in mind over matter that I can finally wake up, change my mind, let go of what no longer works or own my losses or choices.

7.5.11

Life as I see it today .......

Apparently On our Life's journey's we need two types of people . Type one that reinforces us, rejuvenates us, & inspires us. We must also deal with unpleasant experiences that force us to examine our core beliefs and either strengthen them or modify the position we hold.

But ideally it takes two intelligent and rational people willing to learn. Along the path we will find those that try our patience and fortitude of spirit. Yet, I believe there is the possibility of synergy here and hopefully we both grow.

Now let us look at the flip side. We have both witnessed useless argumentative wars because egos were not strong enough to listen and process, as well as use critical thinking. There may be a disagreement between us but we are sensible. We listen. It is either true or not according to our sensibilities.

The brain is constantly processing. "...me that the person on the path who is quite dissimilar might have much to teach us. I concur. Remember what I said it takes at least one individual willing to keep a door open.

But if the other party is totally distorted it takes an extreme amount of work to build a bridge of understanding and trust. With diligence there is much to learn.”

7.2.09

WHO ME !!!!

Well this is for the ones who have dropped out by the wayside during my existence who have known about me , or those presently who thought they knew me or think that they know me or for the people that I will come to meet during the remainder journey of my life and who will get to know me : who is the real me and hey am i the real me anyway this blog is the tell tale story of my life .
Very few people shall have access to this blog of mine people who will have the right intention in life and who mean a lot to me just to clear any mis understandings that may have transgressed between us during this brief meeting in life. More importantly it is for my two children and one more child who probably have a lot of questions on the state that they find themselves in and probably this shall give them an insite and hopefully the answers that they seek about my life – the cause and the effect.
The best part about the internet that it is immortal and so shall be these writings for whoever finds it and hopefully they will pass the word on